Chapter two

As temperature grows colder, I tend to get up late in the morning. The result is that I find myself getting ready to sleep without doing anything useful.

I have been living in anxiety and depression. Life seems to be out of my control. I want to change the status quo, but it is not easy.

My parents are getting old, but I can’t stay with them. I have to continue my research until graduation, but I have no good experimental results yet. I find it difficult to keep cooking everyday because it costs too much time. I am worried about my tuition fees. I am worried about the health of myself. Also, I feel lonely.

I can’t image this is my life at 25. Sure enough, people still need to become more indifferent to feel happy?